It Was You :: 16/52

Listening to the new needtobreathe courtesy of Mary's Currently post.

Reading the Word courtesy of what SheReadsTruth and Kristen Schmucker have done to my life.

Resting in His peace courtesy of my weary heart questioning everything and anything around me.

Clinging to faith because I don't know where else or what else there is.

I am a difference maker.

Am I a difference maker?

Your Word and You tell me Yes, you are worthy and beautiful and a difference maker.

But these answers, I don't know.

Isn't it amazing how God can take a broken man, let him find a fortune, let him ruin it with his own two hands.

How do you give me all of this, Lord, and expect me to hold it together? How is it that I am gifted these incredible things, and you sit back and watch me ruin it with my own two hands?

Sometimes it doesn't feel worth it. Sometimes it feels too much to hold on my own.

I am a difference maker.

I don't control this, Lord. I am not at the steering wheel.

Life is but a vision in a window that we're peeking through.

It is you, Lord. It is you.

It always was.

I am a difference maker.

It was You all along.

I surrender this to You. All of it. It is Yours and it was all along.

I am but an instrument in Your plan, and I take up that responsibility with joy and in love.

It was You. I am so glad it was You. I control none of this. It is always You. You, You.

It was You.

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In between tweeting, reading books to my daughters, and [not] burning mac n cheese, I am the Founder + Creative Director of Blessed is She women's ministry + community.